sp3ranza, 3/13/2023 2:00 PM:
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I created "The Diamond of the Fallen Angels" before my inner perceptions were altered and almost shut off by particular crop circles making me very sick and almost fainting, the same effect I had when observing the map of an old church and I almost passed out and felt some powerful negative impact on me getting dizzy and strange...I had to shut off the pc and lie down to recover, but then a strange sound similar to the one other people had in the same part of the inner head, was bugging me night and day, a steady noise that drove one person to suicide because doctors were not able to help, and sleep depravation did the rest, but I manage to live with it, and it seems like if all my inner perceptions were sucked away and now I feel almost dry, empty of what I used to have.. I do not know if there is some sort of connection with my lost paranormal perceptions I had for many years, with out of body travels sometimes coming after sleep paralyses etc...I was able to learn to live with those strange perceptions using them for my experiments of numeric/automatic writings, helping me to discover part of our common forgotten and forbidden past I hade the need to understand, because book sellers and modern researchers, preachers of old or new age, were not revealing any secrets at all, but preventing us from going further the illusions/confusion we have been trapped for thousand years...This is what my Diamond of the Fallen Angels (one of the first seals created during those experiments) has revealed to me, with no needs of book or teachers, but just logic and common sense and comparation of the ancient mother language ("astronomy" represented also by the tool of hermetic myths, sacred geometry etc...I did my part assigned to me by mother nature, you can do the rest to find our lost identity and our common forbidden and forgotten past containing human evolution induced and controlled by other form of lives (sacred plants, drugs/dragons, forbidden fruits taking over human mind etc...) in a sort of symbiosis interactions among different form of lives as we can see happening on lower scales of creation suffering cyclical destruction as it happened to humans too, no matter how powerful those colonies were, now we can only see their many incredible remains, reminding us how ancient men could access inborn knowledge and use collective mind, perceiving the properties of environment and using them for their survival (as many other form of lives can still do) to create the basic structures of future generations...So, all those ancient legends/myths/symbols etc...were all related to the study of time, cults of plants, inserted with many stiles in all human cultures forgetting their common origin...just like a baby forgetting his life in the mother womb, and after his birth he had his mom nourishing protecting him, and once turned into adult, the was the independent life, same path suffered by human evolution...we are now independent from mother nature we have been cut off, we are detached from our ancient perceptions our ancestors had in order to survive with no language yet....just like other many creatures still do..they learn from inside and use other perceptions, but we have lost them all in the phase of stransaction, developing languages. writings and external tools for learning/communication, according to our cultures...WE NOW HAVE TO LEARN TO LIVE WITHOUT THE OLD MOTHER SUPPORT, USING WHATEVER IS LEFT OF THE KNWOLEDGE OF OUR ANCESTORS, (BLINDED DIVIDED CONFUSED AND LOST IN ENDLESS WARS AND SELF DESCTRUCTION) AND PUT IT AT A GOOD USE FOR THE SURVIVAL OF FUTURE GENERATIONS...
[Modificato da sp3ranza 19/11/2023 11:17]